I can't say they are not completely overplaying that song this weekend, but it does still make me a little bit happy. I'm actually a little bit excited for Valentines Day this year. I mean don't get me wrong I still hate this "holiday" and it was especially hard getting through this work week not indulging in any of the delicious sweets all around. I have successfully avoided temptation this year, which I am actually really surprised about and am giving a huge KUDOS to myself for once.
I started this new diet plan originally with the intention to give myself until June to look "hot". Basically there is a certain guy (that has no idea) back home that I haven't seen forever and wanted to impress when I do go back for Fiesta this year. Lately that motivation has finally begun to shift.
Now that I'm starting to actually see results I realize this isn't for him..or any other guy for that matter... it's for me. I could care less about how I look for someone else, I need to be happy with myself. Knowing that I'm on my way feels awesome.
I did already watch Titanic today...and yes I cried. Jack Dawson breaks my heart every year. It was sad at first not having my Ben and Jerry's Half Baked wonderful goodness to indulge myself in as I always have for past Valentines Day, but I felt great sipping on my "rich chocolate royale Slim Fast shake", and knowing I didn't give in.
Now that I'm 21 I will hopefully be spending tonight downtown, at the bars, with my real boyfriend Jack Daniels (who no, is not part of my diet plan, but is very occasionally used to reward my good behavior :) ), and in the good company of my fellow "single ladies"!
**raises glass** Cheers to staying single <3
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Cheers to your fortitude Eva.
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